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Love and Kisses, Screw You

Spring days tend to dust off long-buried memories...
A collection of songs for an old liar.
Ask if you want the full story...

"Dig" - Incubus
Look me in the eye / and ask for forgiveness
We'll make a pact to never speak that word again

"When It All Falls Apart" - the Veronicas
I put my faith in you
What a stupid thing to do (when it rains it pours)

"Back Against the Wall" - Cage the Elephant
I'm hanging by a thread and I'm feeling like a fool
I'm stuck here in between
The shadows of my yesterday
I want to get away

"Treat Me Like Your Mother" - the Dead Weather
Come on / look me in the eye
You wanna try to tell a lie?

"Skinny Little Bitch" - Hole
You're better off falling down
Everyone can see you now
You lie you lie / you lie alone

"Brain Stew" - Green Day
On my own / here we go
My eyes feel like they're gonna bleed

"You're Gonna Go Far, Kid" - the Offspring
Show me how to lie
You're getting better all the time

"Far Behind" - Social Distortion
With friends like you / who needs enemies
You ain't right, you ain't never gonna be
You're out of the call / I'm afraid you've been declined
You shake my hand while you're pissin' on my leg
I'm cuttin' you loose, I don't need this misery

"Feel Good Drag" - Anberlin
I'm tired of who I am
You were my greatest mistake

"Just Like You" - Three Days Grace
You thought you were standing beside me
You were only in my way
You're wrong if you think / I'll be just like you

"Nazi Halo" - Jack Off Jill
You're so predictable no shadow of doubt
When you are suffering know who sold you out
Fuck your opinions
Fuck your lack of spine
When you are miserable
Know that I'm just fine

"Liar Liar (Burn In Hell)" - the Used
Fucking liar
You're gonna burn in hell

x-posted to themedmix


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Apr. 2nd, 2010 01:44 am (UTC)
Apr. 14th, 2010 12:17 am (UTC)
Epically long tale of explanation and woe
So basically, this is about my ex-bestie from elementary school, Sylvie. (Adam knows her...)

I had transferred into school from another school in first grade, and everyone else already knew each other from kindergarten. So, I was kind of lost. I met Sylvie on the first day of school.

I should've stopped trusting her right away, given that she lied to me within the first two weeks (or was it days?) that I knew her. But I was a stupid, naive little kid. And she convinced me that nobody else wanted to hang out with me, and that she was my only friend.I later found out, after our friendship ended in fifth grade, that it was her nobody wanted to hang out with. They'd already figured out how evil she was in kindergarten.

But I digress. Anyways, over the course of four years, Sylvie managed to completely mess me up. She used to beat me up almost daily, and I still have scars from her fingernails. She would do things like inviting me to her birthday party a week after it happened, just to fuck with me. She completely managed to isolate me, and completely destroy every last shard of self esteem that I had. She also, I found out in fifth grade, had, for the entire time that I knew her, talked crap behind my back to everyone, spread rumors about me, and also told everyone all of my secrets.

Being her "friend" also messed me up psychologically. I still have trust issues, I get super-nervous in social situations, and I can never tell if people are just making jokes or are making fun of me. I also had severe self-image and self-esteem issues, which caused me to become anorexic in middle school. I also sometimes become depressed.

Thankfully, I'm getting over my issues now. I don't think the sociopath even knows what she did, though. She keeps trying to add me on FaceBook and crap, but whatever. I'll never forgive her, but I'm working on the forget.

(Sorry for the ginormous wall of text...)

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